My all lala-shits

Toys are meant to b played.

2010-06-22T03:51:00.000+08:00

Tell you the truth, since the very 1st toy story was released, I've never actually liked it. Until boyf brought me over to watch the part 2, I laughed at it and find it cute. It wasn't really a bad story at all. So i manage to appreciate toy story 3 and did enjoy myself watching it.

U guys should really watch. Its damn funny.

Boyf was laughing really loud that i had to tell him to quieten down a bit.

Its not just abt you, its abt US.

ya ba da ba do.

2010-06-15T17:23:00.000+08:00

Should I or Shouldn't I?

Okay la okay la.

I update eh.

Hello readers.
I noticed that its almost a month since i last updated.
Biasa la, computer ACER. Senang rosak. Its always the same problem.
N now my Acer is back. A brand new Acer.

Been doing nothing lately. 3months rotting at home. Not working neither schooling.
Makin menjadi2 plak aku nie.
Okay insyallah i'll start job hunting next week.

Went down to science center yesterday with none other than my mr irritating nk mampus. My love, sesth.

Pixar exhibition. From Wall-E, to Monster Inc. to Cars to Toy Story and lots of other pixar animation. I was really impressed and fascinated by the artworks and colours. Its like i wanna go art&crafts lesson all over again. I love art. Art is life.

& this is my life.

bom bom

2010-05-18T05:13:00.000+08:00

Oh come on. Just spit out the truth, u're just giving me a hard time, right?

polaroid.

2010-05-14T01:49:00.001+08:00

16137.) i was afraid that i’ll never find a person who will love me unconditionally with all my imperfections, until i met you.

Thank you LOVE.

cuz its ladies night.

2010-05-11T02:35:00.000+08:00

SISTERS!

Just look at the picture above. Doesn't it explain everything? Need me to say more.?

The three of us, once the camera is switched on, we couldn't stop. Seriously.

It was really hard for us to take a decent photo. We kept on laughing.

Doing stupid faces, changing of position.

Anyway, mother's day celebration went perfectly, dinner, mother's gift, visiting granny.

Picture of mummy with the gifts was taken via my Polaroid camera, simply means I can't post it here.

"The mother's heart is the child's schoolroom."

I LOVE YOU UMMI!

i need pain killers.

2010-05-09T04:46:00.001+08:00

I just dun wanna talk about it. Its pissing me off.
I could still feel the pain inside me.
Its killing me softly.

Sometimes, keeping quiet is the best remedy.

ilovemuseums.

2010-05-08T03:43:00.000+08:00

Mint Toy Museum Singapore

Lots of pictures to upload. I'm just too lazy to post every picture here.

Celebrate our monthsary dinner at Manhattan Fish Market.

Honestly, I prefer FishnCo.

But duh! the food was not bad afterall.

Boyf suprised me with a polaroid camera.

Thank you love.

31st.

2010-05-01T00:46:00.000+08:00

A relationship is a two way street.

It's never all your fault or the other person.

You go into the relationship

together and work through it all together.

31st months of together-ness.

Hoping for more.

ILY sweets.

love letter.

2010-04-27T01:55:00.000+08:00

You made me faint.

I love so much about you that it is hard to pick just a couple of things out. I love the way you laugh. I love the way you smile. I even love it when you make me mad and don't know why. I love how when you upset me, you try so hard to make it better. I am so in love with you that I don't go one minute without thinking of you and wishing that I was with you! I can't stand to be without you for one second. You have truly turned me into myself. Before you, nobody allowed me to be me. You have allowed me to open up my heart and trust again. You have allowed me to smile and be happy again. And for that I love you. I thank you and I will forever cherish our memories and I know there are many more to come.

I love you for the years to come, loved you for the years that have passed, and my love for you shall remain always.

moments like this.

2010-04-21T00:44:00.000+08:00

There were times when both of us were ~~confused and angry~~ not knowing if this thing we felt for each other is real. & there were also times when both of us were soo high on life and happy that we believed both of us were definately meant for each other. No matter how bad those times and moments might be, we pray, to The Almighty to make our bond stronger and forever, and that we try our very best to make it work. And during those times too, I learned, that this is how a normal relationship should be and that I LOVE YOU BOO.

much?

2010-04-18T04:24:00.000+08:00

As for some of you might already know that i'm no longer working. Meaning i'm such a free person with lotsa free time to spend. I pretty much do nothing at all. Been spending most of my time searching the web at home, playing computer games, helping mom do some household chores. Sometimes, when i get wayy too bored at home, and during boyf's off day, we went out. To the movies. Ya we watse almost all of our time to the cinema. Due to money constraint, as i dun own any salary no more, boyf need to budget his money. So, for the past 3weeks being jobless, these are the movies that i watched with boyf.

Very cute movie.

Night Fury is love.

5/5stars.

Great!

4.5/5stars.

Another great movie though I didn't pretty much understand part of it.

4.5/5stars.

Funny! But way to draggy for me.

3/5stars.

Just as i thought i could gain some weight by sitting at home, i guess i was wrong. I am still the same, or somewhat lighter. I didn't gain any weight. And the worst part is, i'm getting pimples, around my face. Disgusting and seriously driving me insane. I hate pimples. Is it really that stressful to stay home?

by myself.

2010-04-11T20:09:00.000+08:00

IMY sweet love.

Not gonna meet my boy for the next 5days. :(

ecp.

2010-04-04T01:25:00.000+08:00

Jus one word says it all; AWESOME.!!

East Coast Park, Cycling, Picnic, Gossip, Ciggarettes, and LOTS of food.

Our 30th!

2010-04-02T04:09:00.000+08:00

Hello readers!

As you can see, seryneina sesth celebrated their 30th monthsary earlier today.

Boyf suprised me with the teddy bear n card just as i exit from my house lift. *smiling widely*

We did our very 1st own cake, which was such hurtful thing to see. HAHA!

Such a disaster, thanks to everyone who kept bumping into us at orchard, our cake wobbled and were swinged around quite a few times.

Had breakfast cum lunch cum dinner at wild honey.

Just the place itself was really romantic n relaxing.

But i didn't njoy the food much.

Dessert was at ion, Gusttimo.

Did a lil shopping.

Sat down and had our supper at 7-eleven, maggie mee.

Headed home.

A simple yet lovely day.

Finally, boyf had succeeded in completing his agenda for today. *applause*

;))

I IS HAPPY.

2010-03-30T23:23:00.000+08:00

I AM OFFICIALLY JOBLESS/UNEMPLOYED.!

& i'm loving it.! :))

only me.

2010-03-27T15:04:00.000+08:00

I am so dissapointed in you.
You are forever breaking up my heart and keep hurting me.
Sometimes, i really think we should give each other some space and time to think if this is for real.

I need to be myself now. & no one else.

Everybody's Changing.

2010-03-24T16:24:00.000+08:00

I'm sad. Really sad.
Why do people always go away from ur life when u were just about to get close.?
Why do people start to drift apart when u were just about to love them.?
Why do people run away from ur life when u were just about to keep them in ur heart.?

My colleagues/best of friends are leaving me and some other. They're quiting. A bunch of them. Aish!

ALL THANKS TO YOU MUTHAFCUKERS!!!!

& dun you think by making an effort calling me in the wee hours will make me believe whatever u say fcukface. Hurting my friend, is the same as hurting me. So dun waste ur time calling me to clear ur name and asked me why the hell am i ignoring you. You should have known better before busting off sumone's life.

beside you.

2010-03-17T03:17:00.000+08:00

I dont know where I stand with you

and I dont know what I mean to you

but all I know is everytime I think of you,

all I wanna do is be with you.

more n more.

2010-03-15T04:51:00.001+08:00

My boyf's cuteness is getting more day by day.

I jus feel like "slapping" him sumtimes. HAHA!

Geram sangat2.

& We hit the night.

Uber HOT-ness.!!

:))

I say BA, U say TAM!

2010-03-13T05:02:00.000+08:00

2days 1night with a bunch of retards was simply the best ever.
Massage was boom boom pow. Extremely good.
U could hear ur bones crack. Side effects after that, i better keep it to myself. HAHA!

I am so looking forward for another holiday with love.

June, perharps?

I love you, boo.

Not good enough.

2010-03-10T03:47:00.000+08:00

In about less than 6hrs, we're both leaving for a short getaway to batam.

Another honeymoon period for us. (including 2 more couples)

Boyf's asleep now. Finally, done with my bag packing.

***

My baby pet hamster, kecik, died 8hrs ago.

She was perfectly fine in the morning.

But bfore i left for work at 430pm, i noticed something wrong and that there was blood all over her cage.

I started crying. Blank. I didn't know what to do.

I called boyf, and he said to bring her to work, since there's a vet at my workplace. (night safari, duhh!)

I passed kecik over to boyf.

15mins later, boyf called. Saying that there's nothing that the vet could do cuz kecik was already dying.

She suffered internal bleeding due to bacteria.

The vet, put her to sleep.

I didn't get to see her for the last time cuz i already started my shift.

I cried while serving a guest.

It jus kills me to know that kecik is gone all so suddenly.

Mummy said that its about time for her to go anyway cuz hamsters only lived up to 2yrs.

I'm still sad and crying.

***

Guess I need to take a short nap bfore flying off.

Good night.

i've been awakened.

2010-03-06T03:22:00.000+08:00

Remember those walls i built

Well baby they're tumbling down

And they didn't even put up a fight

They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in

But i never really had a doubt

Standing in the light of your halo

I got my angel now

It's like i've been awakened

Every rule i had you breakin'

It's the risk that i'm takin'

I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere i'm looking now

I'm surrounded by your embrace

Baby i can see your halo

You know you're my saving grace

You're everything i need and more

It's written all over your face

Baby i can feel your halo

Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo

I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo

I can see your halo halo halo

Hit me like a ray of sun

Burning through my darkest night

You're the only one that i want

Think i'm addicted to your light

I swore i'd never fall again

But this don't even feel like falling

Gravity can't forget

To pull me back to the ground again

jyeay!

2010-03-05T10:58:00.001+08:00

computer's back!
Yahooo!!!!!!!

praying.

2010-03-03T05:09:00.000+08:00

YES!!!!!
finally mr doctor repairman will b coming over tomorrow n take a good look at my acer baby.
& yes, only after 2months then only courts decided to send sumone and repair my com.
fcuked up sia.

hopefully my computer will b okay by then.

its the 2 to the 9.

2010-03-01T03:47:00.000+08:00

Gee baby. Thanks!
Happy 29th monthsary.
=)

that shawty's falling on the dancefloor.

2010-02-28T04:58:00.001+08:00

Well, i must say, i'm really proud of myself. LOL!
I'm doing extremely good not talking to you.
& u're not only being rude to me, but to your very own parents too.

When will you ever learn ur lesson? No wonder u've been missing alot of things.
Change that disgusting attitude la, can?

On the other hand, shocking news for myself, remember that i had exams last december?
Truthfully, i didn't even studied at all. Not even one question that i understood.
But guess what, I passed all the 8 modules. Not a single fail. Alhamdulillah.

& baby, thanks for making my day.

promise made.

2010-02-26T05:27:00.001+08:00

i dun care what ppl wanna say. i dun care what ppl wanna think. i dun care what names that ppl might be calling me. all i want is to by myself. by my friends. and by my mummy and daddy ONLY.!

i shall say that i dun have any siblings. we dun even treat each other like siblings. of course i'm the middle one, always gets the blame. and for 22years i've been tolerating with all the shits that was thrown at me. i realised now, and thats the reason why i've not been communicating much at home. i've not been coming home early jus to sit and chit chatting and sharing of problems. there's nothing much to be said and done now.

You know what, lets jus skip this part. i no longer feel much to elaborate.

FYI, I'M 5 YEARS OLDER THAN YOU. SHOW ME SOME RESPECT! I'VE BEEN LENIENT AND NICE. DUN MAKE ME BREAK THE RELATIONSHIP I'M HAVING WITH YOU. I DUN GIVE A FUCK IF U'RE EVEN A PART OF THE FAMILY.

From sum1 who's been tolerating much.

dang!

2010-02-23T03:14:00.000+08:00

Gee singtel, thanks!
From $70-$90 everymonth. Not even once i exceeded these amount for the past 7yrs.
I was shocked, when i received my hp bill this month, $150.!!

Thanks eh.
Thank you so much.

& how in the world am i gonna pay $150 then.?

Might need to cancel the batam trip. LOL!

Money saver freak, much??

AISH!!!

Happy la seyy!

2010-02-18T04:10:00.000+08:00

1stly, i'm not back to keep on updating this life-less blog of mine.
2ndly, i'm here to wish all the chinese people world wide a pleasant happy new year.

3rdly, i spend my holiday well off. To another short holiday trip.

4thly, i can't wait to go for another holiday this coming march, with the beloved colleagues.

5thly, i'm such a happy happy girl this year, 2010. U've been so nice to me so much.

I'm grateful.! Thank you Allah. =))

its taking forever.

2010-02-10T02:48:00.002+08:00

On H.I.A.T.U.S.
Will be back pretty soon, I guess.

Stay tuned.
=))

patiently waiting.

2010-01-25T04:03:00.001+08:00

Oh darn!
When will i ever get to change my blogskins?
When will i ever get to update my post with pictures in it?
I soo wanna update about my 22nd birtday celebration and short genting getaway with love.

When will u ever recover?
When will i get to take u home with me?

Get well soon ACER baby.
I miss having u in my room.
=(

sha la la!

2010-01-17T03:39:00.002+08:00

i promise, i'm gonna update as soon as i got my cpu back.
i miss my comp.

get well soon pls acer baby.!!

i wan more genting trip with love.
=)

listen up yo.

2010-01-09T03:47:00.002+08:00

Okay! This is it.
Once I got my desktop fixed, I'm so gonna change this blog skin.
Its so dead isn't it?

I can no longer tahan having to use this sick old laptop everytime I'm bored.
I really need something, something for me to play and entertain, you know.
Aish! Really uh. I'm sick of boring life.

I need to explore the world.
Oh wait.! I WANT to explore the world.

&& yes yes! I'm going honeymoo-ing with boyf....... TOMORROW!
3days 2nights.
I hope its gonna be a blast.
I'm looking forward for my birthday suprise.
HAHAHA!!!

Ok i'm done.
Need to pack my stuff.

its about time.

2010-01-07T03:36:00.001+08:00

i'm currently using my dad's sick old lappy.
the reason why i've not been updating is bcause my desktop was ill and needed attention. so send it for hospitalization.

the year's 2010 now. so fast eh? and its already the 7th day of the year.

i'm turning 22 in 5more days. so jyeay happy birthday to me in advance. heh!

the most best part of it is boyf's bringing me over to genting for my 22nd celebration. we'll be departing in 3days time. wuhuu.!!!

and oh if u were to see or notice on the streets, a hockey stick with clothes on, don't be shocked, that's jus me.
from 45.2kg to 39.1kg. WTF kan? i'm damn skinny lorr.

need to do sumthing about it.

I WANT FATS! donate, anyone?

brb.

2009-12-30T03:19:00.002+08:00

i'll be back soon. i promise. =))

welcome back.

2009-12-21T14:21:00.000+08:00

& finally, mummy and daddy's back from haj after 27days gone.

psst baby; will we ever be?

us?!

2009-12-19T03:41:00.000+08:00

If only you could see, just how much you mean to me.

Till today I'm still searching for my answer.

Why did u do that to me?

the reason is you.

2009-12-17T02:31:00.002+08:00

I know I've been neglecting my blog.

Its so redundant.

Anyway, I don't think so this will be a long entry.
Just another one of my boring stories.
Firstly, I'm glad that my exams are finally over.
3more months before releasing of results.
That means I have nothing better else to do than fb-ing.
I was thinking of finding a day job.
Additional for my cash/expences.
Lots of shopping to be done.
Etc. Etc.

2ndly, mummy and daddy will be back home this saturday.
Yes! SATURDAY.!
3 more days to go.
I'm so excited. Its been 3weeks since they left.
I'm smiling. Widely.

3rdly, my dearest sesth turns a year older.
Hopefully wiser.
Had a small yet meaningful birthday celebration for him.
Bought for him, his favourite cheese cake where he thought he could eat it all but ended up, I smashed it all over his face. (I've always wanted to do that) HEH!
Went shopping. Bought shoes. Bag. Toiletries.

Had korean for dinner.

Yummy-licious.

Anderson's for dessert. Couple's fondue.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST!

U are the reason for my smile.

Enjoy ur new E72, baby. =))

movies marathon.

2009-12-13T15:08:00.000+08:00

M18.

Rated : Average.

Rated : Awesome.

Watched these two movies with sesth. Kindda like couples retreat than zombieland.

Still both these movies will definately make u laugh.

Why wait?

Go watch it.!

warewolf VS vampire.

2009-12-06T02:42:00.000+08:00

Not as what I expected.

The book is way better.

Overall rate : Average.

If i were you, i would have choosen the warewolf instead of a vampire.

sweetlove.

2009-12-04T04:25:00.000+08:00

I wish we could run away and never come back. Just the two of us with no worries following us.

I had the best night with MR.EYECANDY.
Thank you. =)

worst thing ever.

2009-12-02T21:42:00.000+08:00

What's the worst thing that could happen to you?
Ever thought of dat?
I was suffering from the worst day of my 21years of life.
I fell sick during my exam, which was earlier this morning.

Let me elaborate more.
I was totally fine the night before.
Nuting was wrong with me.
I revise through the past exam papers n went to sleep after dat.
When I woke up this morning, I was having such severe headache.
My visions weren't that clear.
I had cold sweats but I still force myslef to school.
Took the train, my head felt dizzy.
I felt like vomitting but I managed to hold it back.
Just when I was out the MRT station, I dashed to the toilet n there I was, vomitting.
I bought sweets after that cuz I thought it might due to not eating breakfast.
Everything was quite okay after that.
Sat for my exam, not long after that, my head was heavy again.
The invigilator brought me to the ladies n I vomitted again.
She then gave me the medicated oil for me to rub it around my forehead, nose and throat.
But it doesn't do me any good.
She told me to get an MC. So she could excuse me from taking the exam.
N i could retake it next semester.
I couldn't take the burden so I proceeed out to get an MC.
N guess when will I only be able to retake?
NEXT YEAR JUNE la siakk.!!!
I was lyke wtf?

If only I didn't had that severe headache, I could have actually taken my exams n graduate by end of this year. Instead, I have to wait for 6 and 1/2 more months.
DAMN!!!

The best part is when I was at the clinic;
Doctor: How may I help?
Me: I woke up this morning, I had a bad headeache and I kept vomitting.
Doctor: Okay! U need MC?
Me: Ya.

Pass me my number shit n MC, without checking what's wrong with me.
Bagus kan doctor mcmnie.

I've yet to informed mum about my exams retake.
She called earlier, n I cried just listening to her voice.
IMY mummy. :((

forcing.

2009-12-01T15:43:00.000+08:00

Okayy.

Hello all earthlings.

My exams tomorrow.

Yes!

& I'm forcing myself to study.

I'm forcing myself to concentrate.

Not that the house is too noisy or whatsoever.

Its just that I dunnoe what to revise.

And i'm very worried about what to answer on my exam paper tomorrow.

I've not been working for the past three days.

Simply because i wan to take it as an exam break.

For me to have sufficient time to study.

But i guess that's just wasted.

I should have just gone to work and earn money.

Rather than sitting at home pretending to study.

Its been 2days since the last i heared them voice.

Mummy&Daddy has not called yet.

How are they doing?

Hopefully everything goes smoothly for them.

Facebook's been updated.

With lots of sesth obsession's photos.

His none other than Sandara Park.

Yes! Sesth is officially korean freak now.

Gosh~

Ps: We turned 26th months. :))

Congrats Sesth.

missing you.

2009-11-30T03:52:00.000+08:00

Finally, I managed to complete my blogskin.
Nothing perfect or nice about it.
I just wanted it to be pure all black.
'cuz that's how my life is going on right now.

I lost someone very close to my heart.
Not gonna talk about it.
Its killing me softly.

Exams in 3 days time.
I've not brushed up in anything yet.
Got to meet doan for my revision papers.
I jus dun care la.
But I badly wants to pass.
It doesn't do any good without striving, right?

I feel so incomplete.
I miss mum&dad.
Its only been 1 week.
& there's 3 more weeks to go.
Daddy made my day.
He called me earlier in the day asking how am i.
Gosh! I miss hearing ur irritating voice dad.
Daddy's sick. He was coughing after every sentence he said.
Get well soon daddy. =))
I miss seeing u everyday in the living room watching tv and finishing up all the crackers at home.
Then at night, mummy called.
Like seriously, I cried after putting down the phone on her.
Her soft voice jus makes me weak on my knees.
I need you mum, no one's pushing me to study. I need you to nag at me.
Come back please.

I'm losing my confidence.
God, help me.

sensitive issues.

2009-11-25T15:16:00.000+08:00

The shooting gallery.

We went to the Army Museum of Singapore. Nothing much actually. We complete the whole tour within 1hr and off we went for our late lunch.

Mummy and Daddy's gone. To pligrimage. For one whole month. And its only been two days. I have to admit, I can't live without having them around. I depend myself on them. I dun wash my own clothes. I dun cook for myself. Even i'm working, mummy still give me money for my ezlink allowance. I'm spoiled. I miss having mummy calling me whenever i'm out, whether have I had my lunch or dinner. Whether i'm coming home to eat or eating outside. Whether i'll be coming home tonite or next morning. Whether i have enuff money. Whether is everything all right. Whether i brought my umbrella along. And so many more stuff. I cried alot, the moment i saw her walking into the departure hall. Daddy's cool. Just hugging and kissing and he just said " jgn asik balik malam2 je." Aish! Come back home soon please. I miss u two and I'm super hungry now. Please come home and cook for me mum.

I'm crying while typing now. SHIT!

On the other hand, i'm glad that mummy and daddy got selected to fulfill their HAJI this year. They are one of those 2,000+ that got to go. They look really happy and pure on that morning they flew off. I hope i'll be able to fulfill my HAJ one day.

Okay enuff. Before i start crying again.

Sesth has been really sweet these past few days. He's been sending and fetching me to school and work. He's been around the house to clean up whatever's messy. He's been buying for me food and asking me out to eat. Even when he's freakingly buzy with work. (He usually not like this horr). I appreaciate ur kindness, sweet.
Thank you!

I got to get myself ready for work. And will be meeting hairi n bobby tonite. Its been 6mnths? No?

i'm waiting.

2009-11-22T13:18:00.001+08:00

Listen to my heartbeat.

Beating for you.

Waiting for you.

do u feel the same?

2009-11-20T18:44:00.000+08:00

Close your eyes

Give me your hand, darlin‘

Do you feel my heart beating

Do you understand

Do you feel the same

Or am I only dreaming

Is this burnin‘ an eternal flame I believe

It’s meant to be, darlin‘

I watch you when you are sleeping

You belong with me.

Sweetlove, don't you think we were meant to be?

jus a piece of advise.

2009-11-17T15:07:00.000+08:00

No matter how tough life may be. You still have to live and go through it.

Don't give up.!

in the end, its them that we look for.

2009-11-14T01:47:00.001+08:00

Happiness is having a large, loving, caring, close-knit family bonding.

THE LOVE OF MY LIFE.

ILY 2SHIN KI (COUSINS).

:))

TOP.

2009-11-08T19:26:00.000+08:00

He has always been my all time favorite. I'll stick with you, my love.

ALWAYS N FOREVER!

Currently at suee's crib. Waiting for her to get herself ready. Visiting moon at NUH. Waiting for boyf to reach. Done with my assignment. I'm all set to hand it in by next monday.

Hell jyeay!

work hard, play harder.

2009-11-08T02:14:00.000+08:00

Last 5 months, my lecturer have been reminding me time and again that I have to hand in my project by december. During that moment I was lyke, "chill uh, 5 more months what." HAHA! Last friday, that favourite lecturer of mine told me a shocking news that says, I have to hand it in by this coming 16th, which is next two weeks. I went, "WHAT?!!" Lucky me i've done half of it. Yet to complete another 2more chapters. N whats more exciting is that, my exams will be in 2nd and 15th december, and I've not studied or understand a single thing for the past 6 months of school. Baiik pe?!

So now, tell me, HOW TO PASS LEHH LIKE THAT?

satu hari nanti pasti kita akan bahagia.

2009-11-01T16:54:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-bIXang5dEI

While waiting for boyf to end his morning shift,

bfore picking me up to celebrate our 25th,

I watch this movie via youtube,

I cried.

Baby, I LOVE YOU BODOH!

2YRS 1MNTH.

2009-11-01T14:17:00.000+08:00

It takes two special people,
To make a loving pair.
There’s a joy just being around you,
A feeling I love to share. So best anniversary wishes to you,
Bringing years of joy and pleasure.
May each year keep getting better,
With memories to treasure. HAPPY 25MONTHS, LOVE!

i say jump, u say how high.

2009-10-26T16:24:00.002+08:00

I had a good laugh.

I LOVE YOU SWEETS. ((:

samsung JET.

2009-10-25T14:20:00.000+08:00

TWO MORE MONTHS

THIS PHONE WILL BE MINE.!!

*dancing around topless*

new BF.

2009-10-21T21:09:00.000+08:00

I'm down with flu. Oh screw you.
I hate having to run around looking for tissues just to blow out those sticky liquids out my nose.
I hate having to sneeze everytime it iches my nose.
Easy said, I just hate it whenever I fall sick.
I feel dead.

Lucky me for the next three days I'm off. Meaning, more hours to rest.

Speaking of work, I decided, since u people want to act that way towards me, I'm okay with it. I have no idea whats going on but I'll just go with the flow. I ain't going to talk to anyone unless if you come and talk to me or if it seems worth talking too. I ain't going to b the usual me. So dun pretend as if u know nothing. Enough of the stupid childish-ness la okay. I work to earn money. Not to have political issues with anyone. If u wanna make enemies, I'm pleased to be one of urs.

Seriously people, its the 21st century. Come and say it straight to the face la.

Final words : Ignorance is my new bestfriend.

bittersweet.

2009-10-18T23:46:00.000+08:00

Fcuk it la okayy.
Do whatever you want.
I will not let myself get affected by it.
Only now that I realised who u really are.
Call urself mature? HAH! yeah right!
If you're that mature enough why do u keep running away?
Say it straight to my face then, about what u're not satisfied or unhappy.

Kental uh sial!!!!

This post is not about my boyf.
Its about one of the person at work. (mayb bunch of them).

& sorry boyf, its not that I dun wan to tell u what happen at work, I was just so down at that moment that all I could do was cry. It hurts alot. Thank you for the comfort.

ILY:)

wedding bells.

2009-10-18T13:09:00.000+08:00

Firstly, I would like to wish my 1st eldest cousin, Raden Ahmad Fairuz and his lovely wife Qistina Damiyah

CONGRATULATIONS TO U BOTH. MAY U HAVE A BLESSED MARRIAGE FOR THE REST OF UR LIFE TOGETHER. MAY U TWO GO THROUGH ALL OBSTACLES SMOOTHLY. STAY HAPPY ALWAYS.

& to Qistina, welcome to the family. Its a pleasure to have you.

Secondly, once I get hold of all the wedding pictures, I'll update about it properly.

Now, I need my beauty sleep. Tired la seyy.

flaming hot

2009-10-15T16:30:00.000+08:00

10100.) I love you so much. I've never loved anyone close to this amount. You are practically everything to me. And how i wish i could have you everynight right beside me.

via:(tumblr)

pain is love.

2009-10-12T14:58:00.000+08:00

I thought about cutting again today.

D'Masiv - Cinta ini membunuhku.

2009-10-09T13:58:00.000+08:00

Kau membuat, ku berantakan.

Kau membuat, ku tak karuan.
Kau membuat, ku tak berdaya.
Kau menolak ku, acuhkan diri ku.

Bagaimana, caranya untuk,

Meruntuhkan, kerasnya hati mu.
Ku sadari, ku tak sempurna,
Ku tak seperti, yang kau inginkan.

Kau hancurkan aku dengan sikap mu,

Tak sadarkah kau telah menyakiti ku.
Lelah hati ini meyakinkan mu,
Cinta ini, membunuh ku.

u're worth my smile.

2009-10-06T00:08:00.000+08:00

About whatever and whenever my tears rolled down my cheeks,

I promise you, I'll keep it away from you.

The only answer, was the only reason.

And that, you are the reason for my smile.

IN LIFE, there's ups&downs.

2009-10-04T14:11:00.000+08:00

10451.) Everything is going to be okay.

Don't worry baby, we'll figure out a way.

I'll always stay by ur side no matter how difficult the obstacle might be &

I LOVE YOU LOTS.

black is hot.

2009-10-01T16:55:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU BABY. ((:

I hope u like yours.

its 2 yo!

2009-10-01T01:00:00.001+08:00

Plans are meant to be screwed. Agree?

I thought I could be one of the most happiest girl tonight, but I was wrong.

& Baby, HAPPY 2 YEARS ANNIVERSARY, MY LOVE.

We shall celebrate it during our non-working days.

ILY. ;)

black GUESS wallet.

so hot!

Happy meals.

2009-09-30T02:07:00.000+08:00

10253.) I know I'm not the most fun person to be around but you make me want to be fun.

& I had the most fun time of my life at work earlier on. With the bestest Suhana, Zahra n Kak Aishah.

Alot of laughing involved.

More usher duties with them la, can?

Baby, ur belo-ness makes me love u even more.

Cheyy!!!

macam mana MELAYU nak MAJU?

2009-09-28T00:45:00.000+08:00

Fucked up sak nie cerita.

I just finished watching this movie on youtube.

Sungguh meluatkan & menjijikkan.

The way they talked, annoying much.

Try watching it.

Obviously everyone has their own opinion of the story.

But for me, it a NO!

&& Pls dun try to be lyke them eh.

"Lu pe cerita nie?"

"Nak gaduh atas katil uh."

"Nak main dalam bilik uh."

STOP IT SAK!!!!

& so its aidilfitri again.

2009-09-25T00:59:00.001+08:00

F you blogger!!

I'm so pissed. Okay, reason being, I was already about to click the button "publish post", then everything seems to gone waste. Watever I wrote previously was just an effort wasted. So hopely blogger won't dissapointed me again this tyme.

PURPLE. !

Anyway, as every1 knows, today marks the 6th day we're celebrating raya. And so i'm here, intending to post regarding my 1st n 2nd day raya. Well, nuting much actually. HAHAHA!! It was the same as any other normal years. First house will always be grandmum's then followed by etc. & yes! I am still qualified to get green pockets simply becuz i'm still schooling. Yes uh! But not the usual $200 - $300, still at the very least it reaches a hundred. Sadly, my money's all gone within a minute. Not due to shopping, but bills. Hp bills. Very sickening. The best part is, raya last till a month, so hopely for the next 2 -3 weekends, I could gain back the money I've wasted on bills. *prays hard*

My henna's fading. tskkk.

& baby danial, I so miss u la.!

Urs truly,

ATTENTION ALL UNITS: my hair looks longer because it was straighten. extensions were only the red strands la. Other than that all natural. EHEM! Including all bulus. Okayyyyy?!

&& my boyf has been such an idiotic person lately. HAHAHAHA!! asik nk attention je. klau tk layan, beh merajuk. ape seyy! Nvrtheless, I LOVE YOU LOTS LA BABY.

( i janji i layan u tiap2 hari okay?) pfft.

K da bye!

I have extensions. =D

2009-09-19T17:13:00.002+08:00

Exactly 1hr 50mins till RAYA TAKBIR.

& so it means, all muslims will be celebrating raya the next day.

Month of Ramadhan will finally be over.

Month of Syawal will be the month of forgive-ness and joy.

I would like to take this blissful opportunity to wish all my muslims friends wheather or not u're reading this a blessed HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

Hopefully, no hard feelings between us. All those stupid jokes, cursing and swearing, let us all forgive and forget about it.

Lastly, njoy this month to the fullest la eh.

Thank u baby.
I so love my new hair.

love lockdown

2009-09-17T21:34:00.003+08:00

9844.) i want you, i want all of you. you don't even know how i really feel about you.

I LOVE U, SWEETS.

oh, syawal will be in two more days.

I wonder if I'm still gonna get raya money!

All I want is money. Heh!

& not forgetting my grandmum's lontong wif her sambal ayam n serunding.

YUMS!

reality, speaks!

2009-09-15T13:44:00.002+08:00

10354.) I don't know who I am anymore, I have lost my grip on reality.

It seems that the world has turned its back on me.

& I'm scared you'd turn urs too.

another update

2009-09-14T22:55:00.004+08:00

I'm lacking of updates.
Its so tiring and I dun seem as though I have dat enuff tyme to even switch on my comp.
Or wen I have the spare tyme, I'll got myself stuck on FB.
Exams is nearing & I've yet to study. Not even a single module dat I could actually concentrate on.
& I have to screw my butt as I need 700bucks, pronto!
Exams fee, wth?!

Raya is in a week, I dun feel a least excited or happy about it. Boyf was all gugu-gaga about his songkok and samping and capal and etc. We're going PURPLE this year. My mom was the one pestering him to buy a PURPLE kurung so he won't be left out. & he goes "Eyy, tk sabar nye i nk klua ngan ur family pkai baju purple". & I was lyke, "Errmm, heh!"

Seriously, I am so not looking forward to this raya. I dun have a new raya bag, I will be wearing my for-the-past-two-years raya heels. I've yet to go to the saloon to get my hair highlighted n again, boyf was the one going excited about it. & again, he goes, "Ayg, kite pegi friday nie kay, I bayar. U nak buat inai tk dis year?" GOSH!!!

Oh this year will be the third year we're celebrating it together and I'm so looking forward for the next 20 to 30 years more with u, sweetheart.

I'm done typing.

Oh dat night was HOT, baby.

Again, can?

subaru,again. PLS!

2009-09-11T13:58:00.003+08:00

It was sizzling in red. With you right beside me sizzling hot.

Everything just seem so perfect.

I definate-ly am looking forward for the next subaru car rides again.

Why does everything around us seems to be moving so fast whenever we're having fun.

I dun wanna go home, yet!

I wan more of this, can?

ily.

its been a long tyme.

2009-09-06T13:06:00.001+08:00

Its fasting month.

I miss ur kisses.

you will never be replaced.

its TWO n a THREE.

2009-09-03T14:35:00.004+08:00

If I could have just one wish,

I would wish to wake up everyday

to the sound of your breath on my neck,

the warmth of your lips on my cheek,

the touch of your fingers on my skin,

and the feel of your heart beating with mine...

Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

I LOVE YOU, MY BOY!

Happy 23months love.

regret.

2009-08-31T15:15:00.002+08:00

Dear GOD,

Please hear me.

"i'm here",

he whispered.

beauty of friendship.

2009-08-19T17:46:00.002+08:00

I've been stuck at home for the past 3days.

I could barely move myself.

I'm so weak.

So so weak.

I'm rotting on my bed most of the time.

What is happening to me?

Medicine doesn't do any good, either.

While bf was at work, while he has got no time to entertain me,

I'm lucky and glad that I have such an understanding and caring gf.

Suhana was her name, oh! & not forgetting her loved one, shasha.

Thank you, both.

She gave me a suprise call, saying that she's under my blk with a packet of food for me to eat and stay healthy. Sweet kan.

When times lyke this,

U'll know who's there

For YOU.

the bitch is sick.

2009-08-18T00:04:00.002+08:00

8858.) I'm tired of being sick...always one disease after another, every minute of every day. I'm not sure how much longer I can take of it. Every function in my body disfunctions. I need a break from life, from this body.

Yessss!! I'm so sick of being sick.

Somebody save me, please.

2days M.C. only uh.

beautifully perfect

2009-08-16T13:38:00.002+08:00

From woodlands to dhoby ghaut to ngee ann city to airport to yishun to mandai and back to woodlands.

I want more car rides with you.

Beautiful night + Just you&me = Perfection;Ily.

I feel as though i'm in a relationship with 2 seperate guys

when actually, its just you.

& I secretly want you so badly.

2009-08-13T21:24:00.002+08:00

8491.) I just don't get why you do this to me over and over. I don’t get how many time I have to tell you that I care. But it just seems like no matter how many times it happens and you apologize, it never gets through to you. I stick around because I care and because I really do like you. You keep me around because it makes things simple. Why can’t you just care? Oh, that’s right. I realized a long time ago that you’re just not a good person.

I wonder if you scared me away from any future relationships with men.

cause i say so.

2009-08-11T01:14:00.002+08:00

I'm a material girl in a material world

I'm missing you lyke crazy.

One more round, can?

crazybaby.

2009-08-07T00:49:00.002+08:00

Congratulations baby!

& yeah! My baby passed his class 3 driving license.

& yeah! Meaning I have my very own chauffeur now.

& no! We don't own a car.

Darn!

Perfection;ily.

twoNtwo.

2009-08-01T12:11:00.007+08:00

The moment you stood by my side,

I love that look in your eyes.

Yesterday I cried,

But today because of you,

Tomorrow, I'll be happy.

Its not your face,

Its not your style

All I needed was your soft heart, loving me.

To forget all of my past,
Now I can't do anything without you.
I only know,
I only know about love.

Now, i'm loving you 957643821times more.

HAPPY 22ND MONTHSARY, LOVE!

And the reason is you.

only one

2009-07-31T10:46:00.001+08:00

7531.) Although you hurt me so much, I'm still willing to try again because I feel you're the only guy who will ever want me.

Lets have a fuck-fest baby!

well...

2009-07-24T01:43:00.006+08:00

After nearly 52hrs of M.I.A, & boom!

SUPRISE!!!!

U were there.

& Y am i not happy to see u again?

U should know about it.

Shopping was the punishment.

So, Mustafa Center was where we headed to exactly at midnight.

Did some groceries, dvds, makeups, toiletries.

Cabbed home.

This may sound insane, but hey! I could predict the future?

Or jus a plain coincidence.

My heart ache so badly in the cab.

I was thinking of my girlfriend suhana.

Once I reach home, wout any hesitation, wout washing my face 1st or change into my home clothes, I straight away switch on my comp and browse through her blog.

& I was right, she wrote sumthing about me. HEH!

oH! I have the sweetest friend.

HUGS&KISSES!!!!

I LOVE ALL OF YOU TOO!!!

& To you, sesth,

6845.) Don't promise me forever, just love me day by day.

get it right.

2009-07-20T00:46:00.002+08:00

I seriously have no idea why am I still stuck.
Trust me, I've been asking myself the same question everyday for the past 3 months.

Even after those shits, I'm still here standing strong and trying to make things work.

I need moral support.
& perhaps a retail therapy.

Pain.

2009-07-16T23:56:00.002+08:00

Its been two days. & my tears just won't stop flowing.
At these point of time, I hate myself. I will never forgive myself nor will I forget about you.

I was never there during her last few moments.
I never visited her during her weak days.

Now, all I can do is, pray for her.

To my lovable aunty,

U've been the best. Ur kind heart has made such a huge impact on me. Ur ever so lovely smile. Ur sweetest laughter. I've known u since u were engaged to my uncle. Got married with 5kids. Now at the age of 39, u left us. All of us! I've never got enough of u. Spending time talking, laughing at the family jokes, shopping, movies and everything. Thank you aunt nor. I'll definately miss ur presence. & U'll always b a part of me.

The last moment when I kissed your forehead, I sense a huge guilt in me. I'm sorry and forever, I'll love you.

"SEMOGA TUHAN MENCUCURIH RAHMATMU DAN DISAMPING ORANG-ORANG YANG BERIMAN."

Al-Fatehah.

Aunt Noraini binte Roslan,

U'll always b remembered.

lucky.

2009-07-15T02:14:00.003+08:00

Last sunday.

I had the most value-able time with 1 of my MR.Best.

Its been ages since we last meet each other.

It was the most heart-warming one to one session.

Sharing all secrets. Laughing over stupid matters. Criticising? one another till one gets mad. Crying after letting out everything. Console n comfort.

It was nice having a friend like you around.

This was him back then.

Much slimmer now. Thanks to the N.S trainings.

Guess what he bought for me.

I got a new pair of PUMA shoes.

& A pink top from FOREVER21.

Am I lucky to have him as a friend? Hell jyeah!

Then at 7pm, Sesth & Bob decided to join us. Watch OBSESSED. It was such a slow movie. With a capital S. Seriously. The actions starts only like 15mins before the story ends. But nevertheless, it was good.

My sunday was worth.

I want more la cann.

Next, harry potter with my giler-giler.

Quit playing games with my heart.

counting down the days.

2009-07-11T02:02:00.003+08:00

Exactly 20 more days to

1st August; YOUR DEADLINE.

I still don't see any changes. Good luck to that.

It will either be a goodbye or goodjob.

U choose.

& I'm still waiting.

Psst, mun&ju turning 1yr la seyy this august.

HAHAHAHAH!!

mereka sering berkata

cinta itu milik kita.

brown

2009-07-09T13:38:00.004+08:00

Given by sesth.

I was about to snap a picture of it when dad took a fork a put the letter 'S' in his mouth.
Oh yes! He's fast.

What is a sorry w/out an 's' means?
What an ass!

I would live in your love as the sea grasses live in the sea,
Borne up by each wave as it passes,
Drawn down by each wave that recedes;
I would empty my soul of the dreams that have gathered in me,
I would beat with your heart as it beats,
I would follow your soul as it leads.

Thank you for that wonderful brownie.

Why is everything so different lately?

HOT & COLD

2009-07-05T23:55:00.004+08:00

I had the most random night with suhana & sesth. Initial plan was to go out and make stupid plans, just suhana and me. 1st, we decided to go zouk. Since I've never been to any clubs for the whole of 21 years, I decided to give it a shot. My mistake was, telling sesth about it. HAHAHAHA! & yes, he kept begging and pleading and whining and nagging, not wanting me to go. He was too damn afraid to agree to it. So, plan A, cancelled. Plan B, karaoke. We had no vehicles of our own, and we were working on that night, the only time we could knocked out is at 1215am, by then, there's no public transport to bring us to town, so we hailed a cab and off we go cuppage. We were only allowed to book a room for 2 hrs, $40 till 4am. But we had to think about catching the Night Rider. & so, plan B, cancelled. Plan C, movies. We decided to go for movies instead. We walked all the way to cineleisure, and guess what, all the movies that end bfore or by 4am, has already started when we ritched there. Haha! && so again, plan C, cancelled. In the end, we had our supper and we walked damn slowly all the way to esplanade, to take the NR home. I was home by 5am.

That's so random huh? I love it. Lets do this stupid thing again, okay su?

The very next morning, daddy woke me at 11am, due to my abg sedare getting engage. Had to ritch the girl's side by 3pm. It was soo bloody kecoh. In the car, otw to tampines, where my abg sedare fiance lives, my dad told me that he wanted to meet sesth again, this tyme, is for real. Meaning, he wants to sit down and men to men talk with sesth. I was so nervous and everything else. Mummy even said about what she's going to do to my room during my engagement. I was lyke, WTF???!!!

Taknak kawin la boleh? Tapi nak anak. HAHA!

Warning: Hair parting.

I was sweating lyke 1 babi la okay, that explains my fringe.

& I LOVE MY SISTERS.

U treated me so unfair that I had to re-consider before making the final decision.
I dun wan to regret for the next 15years or making a huge mistake for the rest of my life.

So dun go breaking my heart.

when there's love.

2009-07-04T14:16:00.006+08:00

Watched tranformers last monday.

Hot hot heat.

I cried during one of the scene, when optimus prime died.

So sedih.

I wanted to watch it again, but I find it a waste, might as well I wait for the DVD to release.

Semangat kn kn kn?

The movie was awesome shit.

After which, we had dinner at Seoul Garden.

Bowling.

Then home.

Final score -> Sesth highest. Ayob second. Me third. Ekeen forth. Bob last.

Last wednesday,

I brought my friends into Night Safari.

There's about 19 of us.

Including my lecturer's friends.

Half-priced ticket.

$11. N they got to take the tram for free.

I'm sure there had so much fun, since that is what they say.

HAHA!

Didn't take many pictures due to 'NO FLASH PHOTOGRAPHY'.

Completed the whole journey and activities by 11pm.

My friends went home and I had late dinner with sesth over at Bongo.

Ritch home at 1am.

Last thursday,

Celebrated our monthsary.

The 21st.

Ritch home after school, got myself ready.

Sesth came over.

It was rainig heavily when we were about to exit from the house.

But still we continued our way to the national musuem of singapore.

Where my dad used to work.

Two hours later, off to swesens to get our stomach full.

N the service at plaza sing sucks la okay.

We waited nearly 45mins just to get our rodeo wings.

N when it finally came, the chicken was not cook properly.

Annoying sak.

Visited malynaa at bugis.

Then home at 10ish.

He wrote me card that says,

"Our relationship has never followed the rules. We've never been the kind of fairy-tale couple you see in the movies. It seems like we're either head over heels in love or crazy with frustration. We're not perfect, and neither is this relationship. But you know what? Its ours. All ours- the little jokes that only we understand, the way our hands naturally find each other's, and the memories that seem so wonderful now that we look back. Our relationship will never be perfect, but it will always be an important part of me. I don't what's in store for us. But I know I want you in my life. I know that I'd rather be "real" with you than "fairy-tale" with anyone else."

& Sesth, when did you get such good english? Haha!

I cried lyke a baby after reading the card.

This will never have an ending.

21st.

2009-07-01T00:44:00.003+08:00

I love the way you look at me,

I love the way you kiss,

I love the way you have made my life fill with sudden bliss.

I love the way I always feel whenever your around,

I love the way I miss you when ever you leave town.

I love the way you make love to me and then roll over and fart,

I love the way you hold me so near and dear to your heart.

I love the way you argue,

I love the way you laugh,

I love the way you sit inside a bubble bath.

I love the way you love me and one other thing is true

I more than anything in this world love how I am so in love with you.

Happy 21st Monthsary!

I am such a confused bitch.

events!

2009-06-30T23:40:00.005+08:00

Too many things to post.

Too little time to type.

1stly,

On the 27 June,

Was the usual family gathering, but this tyme round was over at my house.

When the cousins arrived, everyone went in my room, exactly on my bed where all of them land their butts off.

The standard bitch talks, laughing over stupid jokes, complaining and whining.

Time passes by real fast whenever I'm around them.

Malynna wasn't there. Buzy with her new job.

Next tyme I visit you, I'll get free donuts, okay?

Shadrina wasn't herself. More quieter.

Ain forever with her issues with boy-FRIENDS. haha!

Fatin&Dian forever setia dgn yg satu.

The rest was normal.

We shall meet again next month okayy.!

2ndly,

On the 28 June,

I decided to take my family for a ride on Fylers.

Mommy wanted Sesth to come along.

& so he did.

Sesth treated my parents for dinner over at Lau Pa Sat.

Both Mummy&Daddy was pleased.

Daddy, behaving his usual self, always with his jokes, disturbing&irritate sesth.

Poor him.

But it was a load of fun.

Kakak couldn't join us.

Reason: she's in bangkok.

I really hope u could be a part of the family.

On that night, I could see that you're trying ur very best to impress both my mum and my dad. I was happy and proud of you. That was the first tyme I saw you behaving normally. HAHAHA!

& I need you even more.

random.

2009-06-27T13:08:00.001+08:00

& each time he listen to this song.
He dances lyke a typical matrep.
Which is so painful for my eyes to watch.

You know I do.

some more,pls.

2009-06-24T13:13:00.003+08:00

"I'm a beast

If you turned me on."

That night passes-by so quickly.

How I wished you could stay.

I wanted soo much more.

Perhaps, another hot&spicy night?

Adakah perasaan benci

ini dikatakan cinta?

yet again.

2009-06-20T03:42:00.003+08:00

It was ur mistake.
U knew it.
We both knew it.
& yet its so hard for u to admit it?

Hah! Boys will be boys.
So is it wrong for me to say that ur ego is eating u up.?

I wanted to give it a shot.
Another pure sincere chance.
I'm trying.

I was just waiting for u to say those words.
Waiting for u to hugged me tightly.
Waiting for u to kissed me passionately.

But I guess I was hoping too much.
U turned ur head around and walked away.
Becoming smaller and smaller and then, dissapear.

& as usual, I was dissapointed.

So, who am I to you, again?!

Dun make me do that to you.

gugu-gaga.

2009-06-16T21:35:00.002+08:00

He's freaking hot, isn't he?

& Yeah! He makes me

ORGASM!

I need sex.

HAHAHA!

boys

2009-06-15T15:25:00.002+08:00

Its MONDAY!

I had to wake up extra early as usual.

Reason, to have breakfast with bobby.

He's serving the nation tomorrow.

Its supposed to be Sesth, Suhardee, Ekeen, Ayob, Kak Diana & Me.

But only 4 of us turned up.

Had prata&thosai for breakfast.

Talked & laughed non-stop.

When CWP popular to get bob some stuffs that he needs to bring in camp.

It was still early, shops havn't even open yet.

So we decided to head down to the library.

Fiza decided to joined us since she's back from her school camp.

Bumped into Haniman.

Had lunch at Banquet.

Talked & laughed non-stop again.

At 130pm, its tyme for us to go seperate ways.

Bob headed down to B.P to meet up his grandmom.

Sesth had to work.

Fiza was tired, so she went home.

Suhardee&Me went back together since we live just side by side.

N now, I'm here updating.

Bobby, Sesth & Suhardee.

With Me.

Library madness.

I dunnoe what to say to these boys when I heard them going NS.

Bobby, Amin & Zulkhairi.

I am soo gonna miss chilling and joking around with them. They, who never fails to sit beside me and listen to all my crap, secrets and problems. They, who tries their very best to be by my side whenever I need a shoulder to cry on. They, who make my hours at work worthwhile. Its just them, my BOY-FRIENDS that I'll treasure most.

I guess I should stop before I start crying. CHEY! Mcm ye-ye je.

What I'm gonna miss most is, I'm gonna miss working with you guys. No one to bully me anymore. HAHAHA!

See you guys soon la okayy. Happy NS-ing.

takkan pernah habis air mataku
bila kuingat tentang dirimu
mungkin hanya kau yang tahu
mengapa sampai saat ini kumasih sendiri.

It was hard for me.

little effort.

2009-06-14T17:36:00.004+08:00

I woke up way early on saturday.

I wasn't feeling good.

I was down.

Sesth was trying his best to be sweet on dat day.

He tried to make my day.

He came all the way down to my house to fetched me.

We then proceed to his house.

Me: G umah u ade pe?

Him: Tkmu la marah2. I masakkan u kay?

Reached his house.

He straight went into his kitchen to prepare some stuffs.

I was totally ignored by him.

Then which I decided to watched TV & ignored him as well.

It took him about 45min-1hr? when I finally heard him shouting, "Syg, makan!"

I wasn't eager to know what it is.

He laid down a glass of ice milo, for me.

A plate of chilli sauce and then said, "Jemput."

Guess what he cooked?

His oh-so-sweet-handmade-jemput2-hotdog.

I was so engrossed by the television set that I totally forgot to take pictures of him making the jemput-jemput.

Sometimes, little effort like this, means the whole world to me.

Thank you, sesth.!

I appreciate it.

Bt dun u think u're doing it too much?